Lazy of Being Lazy

Feeling so damn lazy and strength-less these few days. But there's lots of things I want to do and complete but yet I still haven't start doing it... My designs and production has been pending for some time... My old car is waiting for me to send him to repair before selling it off... my new day job is coming soon... Too many things want to do but just that don't know which I should start first.

People get lost when they don't know what they want, and me is getting lost because too many things I want to do but I just got no idea which I want to do it first. At the end... when all things come together at the same time, and it makes me go crazy and LAZY!

Feeling lazy of being lazy but also feeling lazy of doing something right now in this moment. Sometimes our life might be filled up with dilemma. For people who are lucky enough, dream and work will come visit them together. For those who are not, you might be in a dilemma situation of don't know what you should choose. To follow your heart... or let the reality decide it for you...

I'm greedy! I want both! And the greediness lead me to no way where my dream and job are heading to the different direction and I'm get stuck in between of them. The only way I can solve the dilemma that I am facing now is.... SLEEP! Go to sleep and do not think about anything first before I ensure my mind is clear enough to make the decision for the next step or next plan. Or not the messiness of my schedule will be more serious and serious...

Well... Actually life doesn't make me feel tired and it's me myself who make my life to be tough sometimes. Never ever complain about life... Because we are the one who creating our life and life doesn't create us!

Dear Liz,

You are not lazy! You just rest before you get tired..... ><

haha... please allow me to use this as excuses of my laziness!

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